Will it work?

Ok, I didn't sleep at all last night... thinking of her all the time, and finally thinking of ways to get rid of my emotions....

So, I decided that I'll try to think differently about it - I will try to reduce my emotions to an "affair" and tell myself that it was only about the sex. Funny thing: While I cannot imagine another better than spending a night with her, at the same time I cannot imagine actually doing it - I mean, she's sleeping with someone who's almost old enough to be her father....

OK, but I'll give it a try - it was only about sex and nothing else. The good thing about this is that "sex" can be replaced.... Let's see whether this helps...